Returning home and returning to our own rhythms gave me the opportunity to reflect a little on what those rhythms say about me, and what they give to me to say. (I'm still pondering and going back and forth about how to participate in/shed light on the whole current controversy over raw/veganism.)
After getting up, doing the 5 Tibetans and drinking my MSM/vitamin C/stevia drink, and writing my morning pages, I fix my rhodiola/fo-ti/reishi tea with warming spices, and fix coffee for Phil. I fix nut milk (sesame-brazil nut this time), then make my nut milk/blueberry/flax/pea protein/superfoods smoothie, and I fix bacon, egg and pancakes for Phil. Right after breakfast our first morning back, I got straight onto making bread for Phil (I still haven't gotten into the habit of wearing a mask for doing that, and I really should).
No, I don't approve of coffee. In my body, it's a terrible havoc-maker. I don't feel altogether comfortable with Phil's love of being permanently 'buzzed' either. And no, I don't feel completely good about the nitrates in the bacon, or meat in general necessarily, or all the gluten (although I do make the pancakes with a sourdough culture I started, which I think is the best way to do that).
And so it goes, three meals a day and all the other food: this dichotomy in my life. I have these very specific - recherche, perhaps, foods that I eat and herbs that I make into teas. All my meals are green at least in part, with herbs, spices and very little-to-no sugar. I very seldom eat anything cooked or processed other than by me in the Vita-Mix. I eat no animal products (except for 1% caseinate in one product I'll blog about soon, that might even be synthetic). And I'm surrounded by gluten, dairy, meat, sugar, and I play in it all the time, because that's what the people around me eat!
Am I a hypocrite, living in this paradox? What I want to say today is that it comes down to love, for me. Phil is 30 years older than me, in rude good health, more energetic than almost anyone I know, so I don't presume to think that I can 'improve' him with all my research and nutritional knowhow. Much of the meat and fish I fix for him has been wild-harvested from sustainable/renewable places, and I make sure to use the whole of the animal, out of respect. I relate to the 'cruelty' argument, but I also cannot refute the increase in spiritual connection and even compassion toward animals that I experienced for myself during my time living with chickens and goats and using their products a few years ago, and even during my brief experimentation with eating meat and fish.
So, 'ulterior harmony' - what is the underlying harmony in this picture? Today, I think it's love. But I don't claim to have the answers on the food dilemma, although I'm interested in discussing it more, sharing my perspectives, experiences and insights.
I have to go in just a minute, but I want to share some new 'teaphernalia' for corralling all those herbs that I'm always brewing up!
I picked these up before we left Oregon. On the left, a tea-straw a-la-South American mate drinking. On the right is a copco 'lily pad infuser.' The silicon mat stops liquids from draining out when you take the infuser out of the tea, and when you set it on the cup or jar...
...you can flip it over to form a seal. Great concept, but I'm not super-thrilled with it. You obviously have to have the water all the way up to the top in order for infusion to happen. I even thought it might work for Phil's coffee (we don't have a press or coffeemaker, just make it in a quart jar) but it didn't infuse at all.
As for the tea-straw, I love it! It's so well-designed - the holes are covered by a spring, which enables you to lift up the straw and released clogged material, whilst at the same time preventing anything much from getting clogged.
I used it for the first time with some rhodiola powder and a blend of lavender, chamomile, rose hips and oat straw, so it had a mixture of powders and leaves and flowers to work with. You're not in danger of burning your mouth, because the straw is too hot to touch with your hand when the water is too hot!
And the tea was excellent in taste and texture. Aside from the difficulties washing the mug out, with our lack of running water, I like having the leaves/powders circulating loosely in the tea.
What's your favorite teaphernalia?
Now that I'm home, there's no more natural food stores and no more raw treats to try out. But I did try two more in Oregon, even though my larabar experience told me that they're too much sugar for me.
I tried a 'raw revolution
I was tickled to see that the 'I am strong' bar was made by the 'Everything Raw' folks: I met their founder when I was cheffing in Costa Rica - he was a kitchen angel, I got to boss him around! And then I met him again when I lived in Hawaii! I loved that the first ingredient was walnuts - best omega 3-6 ratio nut, second highest in antioxidants after pecans. I didn't love that the second ingredient was agave, but I understand why. I love that it had merlin's roots elixir in it - that's quite germane to my superfoods energy bars, although of course mine are no-sugar. It tastes good, roots-y, earthy, not too sweet despite the agave.
The 'raw revolution' bar was better for me than the larabars, in terms of how my body felt with it, even though it has both agave and dates in it. Maybe the addition of flax is a good help. Delicious and good texture too.
I'm chelating, hopefully for the last time, and have to go steam.
Much love to all - and please tell me what you want to hear about!
I know EXACTLY how you feel with the whole raw/vegan lifestyle in a gluten/sugar/meat world. I was there. It was hard. It hurt me. I cried and felt like I wasn't good enough at times. For me, I placed way too much emphasis on not one "unpure" substance touching my body- coffee, dairy, cooked veggies even.
ReplyDeleteI have definitely let go of the raw, vegan(ness) for now but love the idea and the purity and cleansing of the body it embraces. And living with a guy that only eats meat and potatoes and vitamin d milk... hard. lol
Anyway, you are doing an amazing job at just being you- raw/vegan/meat eater/coffee drinker/tea maker/whatever you choose to do/be.
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I like reading stuff like this... honesty.
(Sorry that was totally a rant...)
Interesting thoughts.
ReplyDeleteI always love to try out new tea products but end up using a simple bag most of the time.
I wish raw revolution didn't use agave. I feel dates are enough.
I applaud you for lovingly preparing Phil's food, even when it's things you NEVER eat yourself. The "animal right thing" isn't my angle, so I certainly would never berate you for that, but I think it's very cool that you use the whole animal. Older people, too (ESPECIALLY men - am I right?!), can be very set in their ways, and a lot of times it can only cause strife to try to convince them to live otherwise. And since he's healthy and energetic, more power to him! My father is 67 years old and has run 8-10 miles a day, 364 days a year, since he was 18. He looks like a 45-year-old and has NEVER had a health problem other than appendicitis and a small non-malignant bout of skin cancer (from all the outdoor running!), and he'll be the first to boast that he eats red meat in some form every single day. To each their own, right?
ReplyDeleteI totally agree about lovingly preparing food. I listening to an interview with David Wolfe, and he was saying how between a meal cooked with love, and a raw food, he'd go for the food made with love, every time. So what if people we love eat differently or think differently about food? We're all different, and we all have something to learn from each other :) My husband loves cookies, which I make for him, but he also loves green smoothies, which I'm also happy to make for him.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for this, ladies - and I'm grateful for the underscore on the fact that 'it's all about love' - I just added that to my 'information' tab today - finding the balance through love is probably the best way to find the balance...
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